Health insurance is weird

I am in total insurance hell. Yes, I have Obamacare, but almost no one takes it. My primary care doc went off it and didn’t tell me, and now I’m out $700.  There was a Times article last week about a man who was billed $117,000 for a walk-in surgeon he didn’t even know about. And what happens if I get hit by a train and  cannot ask who is in my network? I am really freaking out about this. I almost look forward to medicare!  And then there are long term care policies. I can barely pay my own medical insurance. I remember when I was in my 20’s and paid nothing and could choose anyone.  And now at the age when I’m going to start needing doctors, I’m hogtied. Just not right.